I’m feeling so optimistic today. I feel more determined and motivated than I have in a really long time. I’m applying to a few different places for a full time job in hopes of getting a new car and starting school. I really want to do makeup, its a passion of mine and I know I could go far with it after learninhg more. I also requested information for Empire beauty school and plan on making an appointment soon to find out my financial aid options. I would prefer to go to Toni and Guy but I wouldn’t be able to go part time which would mean I wouldn’t be able to work, which would mean I couldn’t pay the 17 grand tuition. I’ve heard a lot of bad things about empire, such as the teachers don’t give a damn about teaching, but I know I’m determined enough to learn as much as I can. And I work in two salons already, I know I could get a job. I just want to make something of myself. I want to prove people wrong. I want to prove to myself that I am as determined as I say I am because I know that since I dropped out of school, people have been doubting me. But you will see. I’ll go far. Watch me.
June 2012
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Taurus Jun 29 2012
You have been hoping for and waiting for a change in your personal life for a long time. It isn’t that you have failed to be proactive; on the contrary, you have done all you can to bring about that change. But now that you have exhausted all of your possibilities, you are hoping the universe will kick in and make your goal a reality. But it’s been awhile now, Taurus - hasn’t it? Are you beginning to wonder if the powers that be will ever come to your aid? Today and over the next few days, you will have your answer. Something is brewing, and it is definitely leading to the positive change you’re hoping for.
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- 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
- 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
- 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
- 4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
- 5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
- 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
- 7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
- 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
- 9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
- 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
- 11. Does love = sex?
- 12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
- 13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
- 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
- 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
- 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
- 17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
- 18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
- 19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
- 21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
- 22. Are you old fashioned?
- 23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
- 24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
- 25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I want to scream. Stop putting so much pressure on me to make everyone feel better. When am I supposed to make myself feel better? I’m about ready to become a hermit and tell everyone to deal with their own problems.
Lol at clueless girls with boyfriends who cheat on them allllll the fucking time and talk about how crazy their girlfriends are. If only you bitches knew.
Why can’t you realize it has little do with you? Why won’t you stop blaming it all on your self? I know you can’t help how you feel, but I wish you would understand and stop getting mad and realize I can’t make myself feel something that isn’t there.
