Fight Off Your Demons

1. Paris
2. Rome
3. New York City
4. Amsterdam
5. Tokyo

Day 2- 10 likes and dislikes:

Likes:

1. brand new
2. cuddling
3. hello kitty
4. fried chicken and waffles
5. my best friend, kristen
6. hair and make up
7. fashion
8. photography
9. my family
10. sleep, which i hardly ever get.

Dislikes:

1. my constant headaches
2. always being tired
3. being lied to
4. not trusting anyone
5. never feeling good enough
6. work
7. school
8. not knowing where I’m going to be next fall
9. confusion
10. crying

Day 3- Your day in great detail:

I haven’t done much yet.  I woke up around ten to a phone call from Brett which I ignored and went back to sleep.  Woke up at 1:30ish and called Brett back and talked for a few minutes.  Then I watched Kim and Kourtney Take New York with my mom and then watched Holly’s World.  Then I showered and texted someone and bawled my eyes out because I’m sick of feeling like a piece of shit that nobody will ever fight for or wait for.  Now I’m sitting here with a horrible migraine, procrastinating getting ready for work because I’d really just rather lay in my bed for the rest of the day and night.

Day 4- The meaning behind your tumblr name:

It’s my name with three y’s. That’s it.

I want to cuddle.  Literally JUST cuddle. Why is that so impossible?

fuck you fuck you


I fucking hate people.

When the hell will people learn that when you lie to me, I ALWAYS FUCKING FIND OUT!? There’s very rarely a time I don’t find out.

I’m sick of fake ass fucking friends.

I’m not sure what or how many things to write but here goes…

• I’m eighteen, turning nineteen at the end of April.  I hate my birthday though, it always goes horribly wrong.
• I attend QCC and it is the biggest joke of a college.  It’s high school all over again… but even easier.
• I want to transfer to Montserrat College of Art to major in photography.
• I just want to get away from these small towns.
• I have some really good friends and some really shitty ones.
• I put way more effort into my relationships (friends and boyfriends) than anyone has ever put into me.
• I enjoy drawing.
• I’m absolutely obsessed with Brand New.
• I have three tattoos and am desperately craving more.
• I’m a bitch most of the time, but don’t think I don’t have a nice side.  I have a huge heart and would do anything for the people I care about.  I’m way more sensitive than I ever let on to.
• I’m not interesting enough to keep doing this.