Brand New was amazing last night, obviously, as always. I cried hahaha I’m so lame. I made eye contact with Vin Accardi and he pointed at me and waved to me, I cried. hahaha
I swear I need anger management… or I just need to punch someone in the face. I’m sick of always being so fucking pissed off.
puumped
My dad just lectured me on how I don’t care about anything and he can’t figure out what the hell is going on in my head. He told me I have a horrible attitude, I don’t care about going to school, I have no responsibilities and so on and so forth. Cool. Maybe I’d care about things if everything I planned didn’t go to shit.
My birthday is in two days and everything is already going wrong, everything always goes wrong on my birthday. And literally like seven people have bailed on me for seeing brand new the day after my birthday.
The plus side is I am getting this on my birthday:
only the font will be different and it will be a little lower.
I cannot wait.
We’re finally getting back together and you’re gonna leave soon. I can’t lose you again.
My anxiety is so bad the past few days I can’t handle it. My chest hurts, I can’t breathe, and I just want to cry. What is my problem?
I feel like I’m walking on eggshells. I have every right to feel the way I do about everything going on and that has on gone on, so why are you making me feel so guilty?
I wish my appetite stayed normal for more than a day or two at a time. I can never keep a steady eating pattern and I am losing too much weight and its pissing me off.
Dylan is in fact coming home from the hospital today. I’m so happy :)
Why am I so obsessed with Vanna lately? hahah
How does it feel to know you’re everything I need? The butterflies in my stomach, they could bring me to my knees. How does it feel to know you’re everything I want? Got a hard time sayin’ this, so I’ll sing it in a song.
I know what I want and how I want this to be, I hope you do too.
Dylan’s doing a little bit better, his pain in his chest has subsided a bit. I just want him to come home :(. I hate that he’s in the hospital and there’s nothing I can do about it. He might be coming home tomorrow and I’m so excited, I really hope he does.<3
I thoroughly enjoy the bullshit being started right now. Oh wait… no I don’t. Stay the fuck out of my life and Dylan’s life, bitch.
Dylans in icu and I’ve never been so worried. I want to be there and hold his hand all day and everyday he’s there.
I’m so worried :(
