Don’t talk shit about me or my friends. I’ve had enough.
I’m trying to swallow my jealousy because everything else is perfect, things are even starting to come together for next year. I know I will always be jealous though. Too many people have hurt me and made me this way. I wish I could just get over it and move on and let it make me a better person, but instead it makes me sick to my stomach and makes me want to cry.