December 2009
17 posts
I feel like I should have all these resolutions and I can’t really think of any. I guess the only one I can really come up with is to stop letting people treat me like shit and walk all over me. I need to stand up for myself and not let my friends blow me off, steal my things, and just not care in general. I don’t need people like that in my life and it’s about time I start...
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone...
…you had me at hello.
Christmas was wonderful. I got the new blackberry curve, a nikon d3000, a couple little hello kitty things, a couple gift cards, a black leather jacket, and a few other things. I didn’t get much because my camera and phone costed a ton, but I am PERFECTLY FINE with that haha. I am so incredibly grateful for what I got! I am IN LOVE with my camera, it is amazing,...
This could be really bad...
… Or maybe I’m just being paranoid
i'm so fucking undependable.
Is it really so hard to not lie to me? I don’t care how big or how small the lie, just don’t fucking lie to me.
I’ve come to realize lately how many of my old friends I’ve lost, and how everyone hates me and it’s constantly being rubbed in my face. It’s breaking me down. I used to have so many friends and something to do every day and every night. Now if...
I’m so excited for Christmas :). But I need something cool to do for new years eve. I wish someone was having a classy dress-up party haha.
Finally said what I needed to say. Don’t cross me.
I get so mad and jealous so easily. I try to keep it in but then I just get more pissed. It’s not that I don’t trust you, it’s that I don’t trust other people. I know you understand but sometimes I’m so scared that you’ll get sick of me and what a bitch I am and that’s the scariest thought that’s ever crossed through my mind. But we’re good and...
Today was Mrs. Riley’s funeral. It was so much more difficult than I had expected. Funerals are obviously hard to deal with, but I’ve been holding myself together pretty well. Today I lost it, I balled my eyes out like crazy, but it felt good to get it all out. Christmas won’t be the same without Mrs. Riley, my aunt always has a Christmas party and Mrs. Riley is always the life...
Much, much needed rant.
You are the worst human being I have ever met in my life and there are so many fucking things I would love to say to you, as would many, many other people. You are fucking scum. You replace every single one of your “best friends.” You competely forget about the people that fucking stood up for you day in and day out, the people who were always fucking there for you when you needed...
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My god mother’s (my mom’s best friend since high school) mom had to go to the hospital yesterday because she wasn’t breathing well and she was no longer responsive. Today we went to go see her, possibly to say goodbye. Mrs. Riley is an amazing, kind, loving woman and has always been an amazing person in my life, like a grandmother. She’s been sick and in and out of the...
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I went to an open house at Monserrat today and I aboslutely LOVED it there. Classes are small and intimate and the people seem great, not to mention, I know quite a few people or go there. I was scared of going that far (not that an hour and a half is very far) but now I’m excited. I’m going to be crushed if I don’t get in, but I had a portfolio review and the woman loved what I...
