November 2009
9 posts
Trying so hard to not freak myself out. I’m stressing about trying to not be stressed. I lose.
My dad’s been home for about two weeks now and it’s so relieving. Things are much calmer with him here. I saw Brand New for the third time about a week ago and it was by far the best yet.
I’m still freaking out about school and I’m still trying to figure out my future and my friends. I need reliable people in my life. Dylan and I are really good right now, we’ve...
I try, oh I swear that I try.
What ever happened to girl code?
Does it no longer exist?
I'm sick of
always having to bite my tongue. Your friends are supposed to be there for you when you need them, not just when they need you. Your friends aren’t supposed to do everything they can to crush your self-esteem and make you feel like pieces of shit because they think they’re so much hotter than you are. What happened to true friends? I can’t wait to get the hell out of here. I...
Not only was I doubting my ability of getting into the school I want to go to, but now no one believes in me. My art teacher made me cry today because she told me she’s been wanting to tell me for two weeks I need to get my stuff together if I think I have any chance of getting into art schools and she doesn’t have any idea what to write for a reccomendation letter because I...
My daddy comes home from texas in nine days. He’s been there since July 23rd. I’m more than excited for him to come home. I cannot wait.
Things are starting to look up for the most part. I’m much less stressed with my sister not living here. Her living here was bad on everyone and even though things are hard for her right now, it’s going to make her grow up, I hope.
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